كنت دايما تحت ضغط
كنت دايما تحت رحمة حبي ليك
كنت مش بلاقيلي شط
كنت بغرق كل ما استنجدت بيك
كنت دايما حاسة جنبك بالهزيمة
لما ببقى وراك وما تشوفنيش عظيمة
اكتأبت كتير بسببك
وارتبكت فـ عيشتي جنبك
وارتكبت فـ حق نفسي معاك جريمة
كنت دايما جوه وهم
وكنت مستنية فرصة عشان أفوق
جهل مني ونقص فهم
حسن نية خلوا حالتي معاك تسوء
كنت دايما حاسة جنبك بالهزيمة
لما ببقى وراك وما تشوفنيش عظيمة
كنت فاكرة إن إنت عيلتي
بيتي والناس اللي حيلتي
والنهاية لقيتني عايشة معاك يتيمة
Brilliant
I always felt under pressure
I always felt at the mercy of my love for you
I couldn’t find a shore,
I was drowning every time I called for help from you
When I was with you I always felt defeated
When I was with you, you didn’t appreciate my brilliance
I was depressed because of you
I committed a crime by being with you,
I committed a crime against myself
It was always in an illusion
And I was waiting for the opportunity to wake up.
It was ignorance on my part and a lack of understanding
With pure intention, I allowed my situation to get worse
When I was with you I always felt defeated
When I was with you, you didn’t see my brilliance
I thought you were my family
My home and the person who I belonged to
In the end, when I was with you, I was an orphan